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The Storm

"Mohinder! Mohinder! It's too much!" the little girl protested from her bedroom after one of her adoptive fathers (paper work having gone through thanks to Matt's singular talent) nearly tackled her to rub sunscreen into her fair skin. "I can't breathe! It's in my nose!"

Mohinder more or less ignored her cries, rubbing more of the white cream into the areas behind her ears. "You'll thank me when you're not a lobster tomorrow."

"But we're wasting time! Matt's already pulled up the car and packed it!" She might be young, but that didn't mean she wasn't already imagining herself like the girls on the Disney Channel with tanned skin and sun-bleached hair. It'd started with lipstick and red nail polish and a two piece bathing suit he'd given into only because he's force her to wear a little jacket when not in the water. And a hat.

"He'll wait for us," Mohinder said as he clucked his tongue, dressed in white shorts and an orange collared shirt with the sleeves rolled up, though left open with his chest bare beneath. He had on a pair of sandals too, certainly looking ready for the beach. If only Molly would cooperate!

"And if he doesn't?"

"We'll think of a proper punishment. All right, there you are, bring a change of shoes in case the car gets too cold on the drive."

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"Not everyone, but the majority is." Matt gave Peter a look that spoke of consideration. Maybe calculation, even. "You can't die, Peter. And we know we're immune. The people out there - they're scared, desperate. People do a lot of cruel things to protect themselves."

Or the people they cared about. Both Peter and Matt knew that much. The difference was that Matt, although he wouldn't call himself a pessimist, had a darker outlook on things than Peter had. And Peter was fully capable of being cynical and realistic - he just often chose not to. Matt could understand why, or at least he thought he could. But it wasn't anything he himself could disregard. His distrustful streak was definitely the dominant one in this situation.

"I meant more ... like taking stock. See what the situation is. Look, no one's tried to get us out of here, so that means no one's got this under control. It also means they're probably waiting for us to kill each other. If we want to get a message out, it has to be to the public, somehow. The media. Let them know people are alive, that they're not sick, and that they want out of here. Or at least that we need some kind of help."

Playing Robin Hood had worked out for a time, and both Peter and Matt had overhead suspicion as well as gratefulness at the 'supply bombs' they dropped where they could. But everything was running out, including everybody's patience and will to keep going like this. Soon people would try to get across the bridges despite the heavy blockades. Try to swim across - people had already tried. There'd been enough military in place on the othe side to shoot them down, but the island itself was completely deserted now except for the survivors.

They'd done some work on that, too. Try to get rid of bodies, or at least the ones littering the street. It had been agonizing. Taxing. They were both incredibly tired and worn from ... well, everything, and so Matt could appreciate Peter's optimism and dreamy nature to an extent. But he didn't have a lot of it himself right then.

Without it, Peter would be nothing. He had little family left he could trust and was still nursing heartache from many sources. As Mohinder had, Peter was used. He gave off fiery, underdog ambitions, he tried his best to be the good guy, but maybe he wanted too much.

"I'll get a camera. I can film them. Film us. Leave it behind for someone to find." He was almost desperate. Playing Batman in a broken city really wasn't all that much fun. The thanklessness of the job didn't bother him nearly as much as the people left to suffer. He'd nearly succumbed to his own darkness twice, wanting to rid the island of the troops that surrounded it. His brother's voice had been in his head ever after. The military weren't their enemies.

They were following orders.

Peter had never been in the service, not like his brother had. He often thought he missed out on that now. He needed more...discipline. But that's where Matt came in. Tired, worn, hurting Matt. Soldier-not-a-soldier just trying to hold it all together for his daughter.

For that geneticist they both cared about...perhaps a little differently though.

"I'll do it. We can watch the footage and it's going to work. Besides, Mohinder's like...really smart, right? He's probably almost done figuring this thing out."

And, truthfully, Peter was right.

The trouble was that every breakthrough seemed to come with a break out. In this case, it was not metaphorical. Atlanta's first cases of Shanti were already streaming in by the time Matt and Peter agreed to deliver their tape to Washington DC's national news program.

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"Yeah, let's hope so."

Matt didn't want to hope too much, honestly. Mohinder had had that exasperated, unhappy look regarding his work and that was etched into Matt's mind in a very real way. Not even only because of what it meant, but just ... just him, too. He thought about him and Molly whenever they slowed down, whenever there wasn't anything to do (and he knew it was often the same way for Peter, with his own losses). It was normal that memories started slipping after a time but Matt could still recall a few choice moments with a lot more clarity than he probably had any right to.

Then again. Access to the brain.

The tape they made was quick but effective - some shots of people dividing food amongst each other, looking melancholy, fighting; empty streets; and towards the end just the two of them stating their names and a few facts. Like how they were lacking in medicine. That there were a lot of people still there. Peter got to handle most of the camera work and with the help of all his abilities, particularly invisibility, he caught a few very striking moments that they were sure the media wouldn't be able to resist provided they did get a hold of the tape.

Matt let Peter handle that. While he was gone he went to scope out a building they hadn't been to yet, just to see what was there.

It was standard, now. Mapping out this city that was nothing like New York.

And Atlanta was about to be the same, unbeknownst to Matt and Peter and the people left, and Mohinder would get to watch entirely too many people die again unless he worked fast. Odessa had fallen in less than three days. Judging by New York, slightly more people might live, but he others seemed to die just as quickly.

No. Atlanta was worse. Mohinder had now seen three cities fall, witnessed the deaths of thousands and knew thousands more perished as well. Atlanta was not worse because of the death toll, but because he'd been so close. He'd isolated the proper genes and was in the middle of testing phases when Shanti drifted across the city.

The riots came right away where in New York, they'd been ghostly and delayed. There was no time to finish. They had to evacuate.

The trouble was, not many laboratories around the country were set up to complete what Mohinder had started. He and a small team of a dozen or so scientists had connected through the internet across the globe to work on the geneticist's findings but without samples of Mohinder's blood, there was little to be done outside of the Indian's own team.

When the word came to evacuate, Mohinder watched as brutish men and women cleaned out his labs for him. He did his best to direct them properly with his tests and his formulas, but he could only hope, helplessly, that they would make it wherever it is they were going safely.

He'd never heard of Pinehearst before, not in any real sense, but after being assured that they could accommodate him and his potential vaccination, Mohinder and Molly boarded a plane to head back north. Fort Lee, New Jersey, was more of a military staging zone than anything else, right across the Washington Bridge from New York.

Being so close to Matt again was both a relief and a anything but.

Especially when, moments after being settled in, Matt's separated family was crowded into a large room to watch the news report from a source supposedly inside New York itself...after most of the world believed it to be desserted and coordoned off.

Molly gasped as Matt appeared, his words silencing the news caster's. "Matt!"

Mohinder's blood ran utterly cold as he saw the other man, gaunt and paler than usual. And that's when the riots started everywhere.

Pinehearst might be safe for the most part, but the rest of the country was plunged into despair. Mohinder's inoculation might come too late if America ended up killing itself first.

It was a national tragedy and international tension ran high. The world was afraid and perpetually on edge. It seemed people didn't unite in grief - they lashed out. In many different directions. The government trying to handle the situation mostly didn't know what they were dealing with and the few who did tried to keep quiet about it. Blaming biological terrorism meant that other countries were pointing fingers ... It wouldn't just be America wiped out if things continued the way they did.

Matt didn't know. He could guess, could reason, but he wasn't optimistic. Him and Peter's stunt could have any reaction imaginable but all they knew was that they needed something to change. It was an attempt.

And although it'd be difficult to say exactly what would change, it was clear from the media and the people watching that something would. Matt could only wait.

Mohinder had to be part of the action.

The lab at Primatech was a very good one and that in itself might be slightly worrying, just from the amount of tools and programs available. But then again, maybe it was just a relief. Mohinder's work was well taken care of but there appeared to be people keeping eyes on him in a subtly different way than people had checked in with him back in Atlanta.

Molly would be even more lonely there. It was a very closed off building; very controlled. She spent a lot of her time in the lab with Mohinder, not saying much.

Whoever was running the operation kept to themselves.

And reports came from Atlanta of so many casualties, several of them from people killing each other inadvertedly or not, and the authorities having had to pull military and CDC personell out quickly.

People didn't like that, in Atlanta or outside the city. After the New York tape it looked even more cruel to leave the people on their own.

"Mohinder?" It had been days since Molly had really spoken to him, and Mohinder immediately looked away from some promising results to where Molly was sitting in the corner, feet dangling above the ground because her legs weren't quite long enough to reach the floor. She looked upset. "Mohinder--" There were tears in her blue eyes and the man had never pulled off his goggles or his gloves so fast in his life to get to her.

"What's wrong, Molly?" His voice was understandably strained and he reached into his pocket for some tissues in case those tears decided to fall. He figured she was upset at being alone here, at being cooped up, upset at missing her friends, at the birthday party she want meant to go to, at the lack of crayons Pineheart had.

He was not expecting her shoulders to start to hitch. "I can't find him. He's not anywhere!"

Now, that wasn't quite true. Matt was still alive, but the incendiary bomb, home made and strong enough to blast apart the building he and Peter had been hiding in, was enough to make him lose consciousness. Peter was caught under the rubble, dead for all intents and purposes until someone could pull the rebar from his skull, but Matt had been thrown clear enough that he wasn't immediately killed.

It was time to wake up, however. Time to clear his head from the way his ears rang and get the hell out of dodge before the bandits descended.

Matt might have been getting mentally stronger during his time in the hell that was now New York, but he had to be awake first.

When he woke, it was to the sound of voices. He couldn't tell whether they were mental or verbal but it didn't actually matter, because voices had become a very bad thing at some point during the - what, a month? - during the time him and Peter had been stuck in New York. The painful, shrill noise that was even closer distorted the words. He couldn't tell what they were saying, only that it was hurting his head.

Then he noticed the smoke. Both from fire and debris. The pain in his arm, thankfully his left one, something to his side, a rib? - pain. Just the pain.

And that Peter was gone.

Peter, he called immediately, struggling to stand, having to navigate his way through chunks of concrete and bricks and glass and broken furniture. The daylight streamed in from somewhere else. There wasn't much fire, thankfully. But the air was warm and hard to breathe and he didn't get a reply from the younger man and that worried him something fierce.

But by the time he'd regained his sense of balance and direction and thought he saw a glimpse of something wet and deep red from beneath the worst of the rubble the voices were close enough for him to spot.

He didn't leave. Instead he crouched, hid in the shadows next to what he hoped was Peter's blood and not someone else's, and waited. Watched. Waited. His lungs hurt and his body hurt and he was pretty sure he was bleeding given the way his vision was a little blurry to one side, but he was careful and didn't move until one of the sons of bitches showed up nearby.

He twisted one of his arms up his back and clamped a hand over the guy's mouth before he had time to react, then after a whispered threat slammed him down against the shards of concrete and pressed his gun up beneath his chin.

He only had a few shots left. He wasn't planning on using them, but this guy didn't need to know that.

And it was in that position that Matt leapt into the younger man's mind, pushed ruthlessly past the waves of fear and anger to find the reasons and dig them up to look at. And oh, he didn't like them. It had been about getting to them as well as a few others because, to this group, Matt and Peter and another small group they occasionally spotted but never interfered with were stealing from them just by virtue of existing in a similar enough area.

Matt grit his teeth and pressed something in the man's mind that made him wince and breathe very fast. "You're not going to do this again. Ever again. You understand me?" It was growled dangerously close to his face and backed with a rough mental push that was similar to the way Matt pressed him further into the now extremely uneven ground. He ignored the pain on the man's faced. He ignored his own. "You're going to take your friends with you and disappear."

The others might not listen. This man was hardly their leader, and there were several of them, but Matt didn't have the patience for this kind of bullshit and he would hurt them if he had to.

His priority was Peter.

All this, while Molly was burying her face in Mohinder's chest and thinking about how Matt had said he'd be fine but he'd been wrong. She hugged Mohinder close and sobbed quietly and knew that she wouldn't dare to leave him out of sight from now on. If he died too ...

Something deep inside her expected it. He was the only one she loved who was still alive.

It had been so short and so stupid. Mohinder didn't even know what to say or what to feel. Should he cry? Could he? Perhaps later, when Molly was sleep he could grieve. Even if it still didn't hit him. It didn't make sense. No sense at all. Heart racing, Mohinder just let her cry it out and waited for the numbness to let him feel something again.

With the kid scrambling over the fallen rubble and the message Matt implanted in his head with gun more than suggestion, the larger man was finally able to get to what had become of Peter's body. The younger of the two had died or was injured so often that the sight of his mangled corpse, no matter how horrible, likely meant little to Matt. It would take some time to work the metal from his skull, the reward would be gory, but at least Peter would be left to breathe again in no time.

He came to with a start, hands pushing aside rubble. "What did they get?"

Yes, Peter was concerned. Their supplies were low now, entirely too low. The destruction of one of their shelters meant that people that had come to rely on their supply drops would go hungry--

And Peter couldn't even remember the last time he ate. He figured he probably couldn't starve to death and more so he just went hungry whenever he possibly could.

The sounds of his voice in Matt's injured ears must have been dampened because when the older man didn't answer right away, Peter started to shout instead.

Probably a bad idea. When bombs went off, people didn't always move away. Sometimes they came to see what was left to take.

"Shut- Ssh!"

Grabbing Peter hurriedly by the arm to get his message across, he found he was smearing the younger man's own blood over the thin, torn up jacket he wore. It was all over Matt's hands and he'd been kneeling in it too. It would be alarming with that much blood on him except ... yeah. They'd done this a lot of times before. And while Matt would never get used to pulling items out of his friend he'd grown far too accustomed to the sight of his blood and injuries.

He'd hissed the request between his teeth and when Peter fell silent he moved his head to the side, listening. For anything. Sounds or intentions. It took him a lot of effort and strain to get sounds past the shrill and it didn't make his headache feel any better, but they both knew they had to pay close attention. When he caught something he looked up at Peter and only gave a brief nod to their right - their conversations had grown shorter and shorter after all this time, at least in these situations.

Peter would get it: got to move.

Of course, moving swiftly when you were suddenly aware of the pain shooting up your side wasn't very easy, and something caught slightly in Matt's breathing when he followed his friend. Peter would be a lot faster, but it wasn't all about speed.

And when they did move to get out of there the rest of the bomber group spotted them and gave chase. Not all of them, some of them stayed behind, but enough of them started running up to them with the intention of teaching them a lesson.

Others circled the area. Matt could hear them, keeping distance for now but fully intent on seeing what they could get in the commotion they all expected.

Where were their things? Third floor? Matt didn't think too much of the building had fallen in and he thought their particular area would be okay. The question was if they wanted to risk going there to grab their things or not.

The only feasible way they'd manage that would be with teleportation.

But that would also expose them and make them even more of a target in the future.

Matt grabbed Peter by the arm again and voiced this as quickly as he could, mentally projecting to fill in the gaps, all the while looking around for an opening. It was a good thing most people had abandoned ranged weapons a while ago. Thre weren't any new bullets to be found after they were fired, after all, and this bought them a moment to think.

But only a moment.

There didn't have to be an opening when Peter was strong enough to make one. He half-flew, half-jumped to a small landing made in the rubble and pried open a fire door still left standing. Unlike Nathan, Peter could easily carry Parkman, his ability to use multiple powers giving him an edge despite his diminutive size. He was even smaller than Mohinder, after all. Not by much, perhaps, and time in Ireland and at the research facility with Elle lent him time to muscle up, but he still looked waifish in such ill fitting, torn, and bloodied clothing.

Those in pursuit would arrive just in time to see the door shut and it would take them a few minutes to scramble up the rubble. It bought them enough time to teleport to the third floor for their goods, but taking everything would be impossible.

"Just the water," Peter whispered. That, more than anything else, was high priority. Anything running from the taps now was brown since the treatment plants had stopped working. Below, he could hear people yelling and cursing. They were fast. Resourceful.

And as much as Peter wanted to be a hero, he was getting really sick of it too.

"Hurry!"

At least the cover gave the others a pretense not to think that he and his friend had teleported away seconds before they broke into their hideaway. Besides, they were much too happy to find a cache of good to really be bothered by remembering to give chase to the other two.

Yeah, water. The hunger wasn't anywhere near as bad as the thirst, sometimes, and with the way everything was dwindling it wouldn't be long before they'd start suffering from dehydration. How good would they be even with abilities if their bodies were shutting down?

It hurt Matt a lot to admit defeat for that reason, because it was another small nail in their coffin. If things didn't change soon there really wouldn't be much hope for them unless Peter teleported them directly into a medical facility that still worked, and in that case ... it might just start all over again.

They reappeared in the loft. They'd managed to grab almost all the water, which still wasn't all that much, but enough to get by for a few more days. They still had some canned goods and dry foods, but all in all ... yeah.

There was something ironic about the loft and the explosion painted in the center of the floor. They'd avoided that future. They'd saved New York. But only to have it lost to something far worse.

Matt sat down and let Peter look at him with the verdict of sprains, nothing too serious but things that could be, and things that hurt at that. Matt spent some time after that trying to convince Peter to eat something despite the other's hesitance to.

They took turns sleeping, just to be sure.

There was another explosion early morning the next day, but it was far away.

By nightfall after that there was a fire in Central Park.

Tears that had not come yesterday morning, even when he'd finished singing Molly to sleep and crawled into his own bed near by, came that morning. Mohinder rushed to the bathroom and put a folded towel over his mouth to soak up the horrible sobbing that sent shudders through his spine. He didn't know what had happened or why, just that Matt had been fine at breakfast and gone before dinner came.

Mohinder cried until there were no more tears and he was left sobbing pitifully with voice alone and then rocking when even that failed him. His throat closed itself off and any song he might have gone to wake Molly with did not come.

He let her sleep, put an apple and a juice box by her bed, and went to the lab. No one asked him what was wrong when he snapped at them to run the simulations again, to test their control group of monkeys and to get him a latte.

He threw himself into his work so completely that he didn't realise his daughter had arrived, mask in place, to tug at his sleeve for nearly a full minute. "Molly," he said, voice still raw, "sweetheart." Matt's name for her. Stupid. "This isn't the place for you." She held up her atlas instead, grin covered by the mask but her eyes shone bright blue through the goggles.

Mohinder didn't understand but when someone called his name, excited, about a result from a test no doubt, he shushed her. Molly came first. Molly was all he had left.

"I don't--"

The girl dropped the book into his lap and flipped towards New York. The pushpin in her hand flashed as she closed her eyes and then sank down in Manhattan. Isaac's loft. "Found him."

Perhaps he ought to have spoken to someone about leaving. Perhaps he should have left Molly behind, or taken more than a few days worth of food and water with him. Perhaps there were smarter things to do than drag an eleven year old girl across the George Washington Bridge, Pinehearst ID gaining him access through the garrison of scared young men and women stationed there, towards a war torn city.

Alas.

Mohinder was never one for thinking on his feet.

At least he was a former cabby. He knew the best way to get the lab, the quickest. If only he could have gotten there completely unscathed.

The good thing about a car was that it moved quickly and could carry several things. The bad thing about cars was that they usually needed roads. There wasn't a lot of room to navigate the main ones given the amount of cars abandoned on the streets from people trying to get out of the city, nor a lot of room left from the broken cars and rubble that graced the roads like grotesque works of art. Reminders of how New York had turned into such a ghost town all too quickly.

It wasn't hopeless, but they'd have to walk some of the way. And that was risky because of the agitated people in the area. The eerie silence likely had them quiet on instinct, and they'd still have the images from the video in their minds, but New York was nothing if not a living risk in itself at this point.

Matt and Peter were discussing whether or not to investigate that other bomb. Matt was mostly against, Peter was mostly for, and they were both too tired to actually discuss it with the depth they would have even just a week prior.

"Fine, check it out", Matt said at some point. "Be back before sunset. I want to keep us moving."

How many places did they have now? The loft, the apartment, Peter's apartment, and their newest and least stocked and most vulnerable spot was a corner coffee shop in a distant edge of town. Four places wasn't bad but after the bomb they were better safe than sorry.

They had the advantage of not having to set foot on the streets at all but on the off chance that someone was watching the buildings it'd be good to not have too much movement at the same place for too long.

But all that meant that Matt was alone when he first heard something. He kicked into action immediately and backed into the room, the shadows, where he could see both the door and the windows and not be easily seen himself. Raised his gun to aim at the door, head tilted slightly to try to catch the mental fingerprint of whoever was coming. He had to defend this place. That's all he was thinking at first.

There was skin under his fingernails, mixed with blood. Mohinder had never fought like that before, had never used his hands like claws against the face of another. He'd always been more of a pacifist, minus a few small occasions where violence had been needed to protect innocent people from more dangerous ones. Matt and Sylar both understood that about him.

And now, so too did a man in his late thirties with a dirty beard and one ruined eye they'd left back about a mile behind them. He'd gone for Molly, said lewd and horrible things-- Mohinder still didn't really remember what happened. Molly had pulled him away in the end and together, they'd kept walking towards the loft.

Both were silent now. The triumphant feeling they'd shared when their rescue mission had first been hatched had diminished slowly the moment they'd seen the city and had not kept from falling further each new block conquered.

People were dead in the streets, no matter how many Peter and Matt had cleared. Many had been riddled with bullets. Keeping Molly from seeing them had been impossible.

At least around the loft, death had more or less left them alone.

Mohinder held out his hand to help the girl up the stairs and moved towards the poorly barricaded door. He stepped out into the open, his mind a sort of dim haze. No one here, he kept repeating to himself. Oh God, what did I bring her to? The thought of going anywhere else to find Matt was terrifying.

Mohinder pushed open the door, blood speckled on his face, and blinked at the gun pointed at him. And at the man doing the pointing.

It wasn't Mohinder that spoke first, but Molly: "Matt!"

Matt reflexively turned the gun on her when she spoke and that was a move he'd hate himself a little bit for for many, many years. But it only spoke all too clearly of what exactly a month in isolation had done to him. There was something very hard and guarded in his expression and something haunted deep in his eyes, in the way he for a moment looked at them like he didn't quite know them.

Yet when that expression started clearing it didn't leave him looking like his old self. It left him looking distantly unsure. But he was quick to raise his hand and put the gun away and stoop down to let his daughter approach him, and while it looked like she wanted nothing more than to fling herself around his neck like she had so many times before she went up thim carefully like she understood that he wasn't quite the same. Like she needed to check that out and be sure before she did anything.

He reached for her hands first and then slowly pulled her into a hug, but he felt distant. Unreal. Like he was moving through water. All his senses seemed blocked out when he looked up at Mohinder.

Mohinder. Blood on his face, tired eyes, stubble, messy hair. Looked the same, but not quite. Matt stared at him like he had to commit him to memory and he really, really was. He'd almost forgotten what he'd looked like. Had almost forgotten that quality Molly's voice had when she said his name.

And this was his family, and he didn't dare believe they were there, and he didn't understand why they were. He stroked a hand over Molly's hair.

"What are you doing here?" he asked Mohinder in a faraway tone, but his eyes never left his face.

Matt's eyes on him caused the blood to turn from splatter to streams down Mohinder's cheeks as he stood in the doorway, satchel over one shoulder, the sleeve of his light weight coat nearly pulled off. There was something wild about the Indian, as wild as Matt was closed off and tired. They both looked different enough to be foreign to the other and yet still the same, just underneath the grime of separation.

Molly took a step aside from Matt when he stood again, grinning sweetly as she looked from one parent to the other.

It took a moment, but Mohinder did manage to speak. "You were lost," he said, eyebrows evening out and jaw set, turned upwards slightly as if in defiance. He moved slowly towards the three steps down into the main work area, where his lab was still set up but no longer in reasonable working order. He didn't let his gaze linger from the detective's. "We couldn't find you." He stopped at the bottom landing, chest heaving and voice straining. "And then...you were alive again."

Mohinder's lips trembled.

"And I--" He almost couldn't see, fat tears blinding him. "And I couldn't bear another day without you."

Matt wasn't sure what that meant at first. He hadn't died, had he? Peter had insisted on always going first into a risky situation and had died so many times from that, but it had spared Matt's life. Always. He'd gotten hurt, but he hadn't ... except yesterday. He'd been unconscious yesterday.

It had taken them less than a day to get here because they thought he'd died.

He approached Mohinder slowly, not saying anything, not knowing what to say at all. But he lifted his hands to his face, touch careful against the darker skin like he still couldn't believe this, needed to make sure, make it real that he was there just from his thumbs against his cheeks. He looked between his eyes and took in the tears and the new ferocity behind them and it made him breathless to see so close, all of it, the deep brown. He swallowed and moved forwards and hugged an arm around Mohinder's torso.

"Molly", he said against Mohinder's shoulder, and she took the hand he held out for her.

He stood like that for a moment. Tears were far, far away from him and so were any kind of words, but the stunned silence said more than he could have managed anyway.

Tears turned to laughter and Mohinder's arms tightened around Matt too, afraid to let go ever again. With Molly beside them, they were a family once more and a family they were simply going to have to remain from here on out. Mohinder's mind buzzed lightly with praise to gods he did not believe in and foolish belief that everything would be all right again.

Molly was all a chatter, speaking too fast as if the words she'd been holding back for two weeks now were just too much for the tip of her tongue. They all spilled out together in a jumble of scientific mumbo jumbo and the state of her dear elephant, who had been in the back of Matt's car. Yes, she wanted to know where it was, but said it was all right if he had to leave it. A girl could hope. It was the first purely childish thing she'd asked for since this second outbreak started and Mohinder was beyond thrilled to listen to it, even if he knew she'd be ultimately disappointed with the answer.

Matt could not have been moving around with a giant stuffed elephant.

After a little while, Molly excused herself to use the bathroom, the toilets still flushing but the water not exactly clean nor odourless when it filled the bowl. Perhaps it was selfish of Mohinder to be glad for a few stolen moments alone with Matt, but selfish or not, he pulled back slightly once the door to the back room was shut and touched a hand to the taller man's cheek.

"I can't leave you be," he whispered. "The moment I do, you forget how to eat properly." Yes, he was trying to make light of it. Mohinder's voice cracked at the end, but his smile was bright.

No, Matt hadn't driven around with a stuffed elephant in the car. He'd taken it back up to their apartment the moment it had become clear that he wouldn't get to leave and that he'd need the space in the trunk for additional things. It was still there, to his knowledge. And he told her as much and hugged her and kissed her hair and let her go with his mind reached out for hers. Just in case.

When he stood and found Mohinder's fingers on his cheek something shifted again in his expression. It lightened, a little, but at the same time something incredibly sad flickered over his gaze.

He didn't manage to smile back yet. He hadn't smiled properly for weeks.

He hadn't kissed anyone for weeks, either. But he did now, rather suddenly and with a surprisingly desperate edge, like maybe he'd meant to respond with words but instead did with his lips. He had a hand in Mohinder's hair and the other somewhere near his jaw and he'd actually grabbed him and was now kissing him like it was the only answer he had to the unspoken question he thought he'd heard in Mohinder's voice.

He couldn't make sense of his own thoughts. So he ignored them and focused on the lips pressed against his own.

And what are thoughts, what are words, when you could have this? Mohinder didn't even try to hold on. There was no sweet waif waiting to be touched, waiting to tremble under a hand or a mouth. He was strong in his own right, not just of intellect, but resilience too.

He could be a warrior. He'd proved it, hadn't he? Perhaps not by weapon, but through a trial of fire and heartache. He'd won, too. Look at what he'd won!

Mohinder kissed Matt back fiercely, possessively. The beat of his heart in his ears was like the beat of a song that filled him. Tribal. Needy. He sucked in a breath just after Matt did, arching upwards into the detective until something hit the floor somewhere to the left and the sound of a giggle followed.

"Um-- Sorry. Just-- Found some extra water in an office cooler and-- Hey Mohinder," Peter said, heading over to Molly to take her by the hand. "Uh, I like your braid--"

Well, the secret was out. Mohinder would be more embarrassed if he could stop laughing, likely, a good sort of sound, the sound that meant things might be better again soon.

Matt liked that, the very real, very strong presence Mohinder presented when he touched him and kissed him back. It grounded him in a way few things had up until that point, let him focus on something different than survival or pain or thirst. If there was thirst now it was of an entirely different kind and Matt pressed against Mohinder in a way that met the arc of Mohinder's body like a compliment, fitting them together just so.

Matt was so far beyond caring about consequences for this. Who knew, who didn't know, who thought what, who gave a shit? The world was falling down around them. He could kiss his partner if he liked.

It's not like Molly and Peter hadn't suspected, anyway.

Withdrawing from Mohinder but keeping a hand to his back, he turned to Peter, all business in tone and voice. No, he still didn't feel like he could laugh, either. But he felt more alive and that was something. "So it was the office building?" He waited for the nod. "Is there anyone left?"

And as happy as he was to have Molly and Mohinder with him, he knew that now that they were here, they were at risk.

If Matt wanted to keep hold of him, Mohinder would let him. A month apart, each doing duties neither wanted, was enough to let the geneticist relax in his emotions. They were heated. There would be more time for heat later. At the moment, a hand to Matt's chest sufficed.

Peter turned dark eyes towards the elder of their new little group, doubled in size, and shook his head. "No. But there were a dozen in Central Park." At the fire. The look on his face was meant to tell Matt that they hadn't been the cause of the explosion, they'd been victims. "Lord Crazy--" It was what they knew the most violent leader of the largest group in Manhattan by, "had a little shower of strength. Two were just kids."

It killed him to do nothing. Matt could probably see the fire at that.

"I can take them. Alone. I can put them where they won't hurt anyone else." He'd done it to Sylar. Why not this group? And yet... He still gave heed to Matt, even now. Peter was stronger by far, but Matt had become a substitute older brother and Peter latched right onto that role.

Mohinder finally stood back and frowned.

For once, he kept his mouth shut.

Bad day to visit New York?"

Matt ran his hand up Mohinder's back before he moved away as well. Not much, but more at an angle so that he'd be able to see each of them. He had half a thought of sending Molly away, but he knew she'd had seen the destruction of the city and all that came with it. Knew the faint drops of blood on Mohinder's face weren't his own. Knew they all had to be honest and upfront with each other if this was going to work.

"They're people", he said tiredly. "Most of them still are. We can't kill all of them, Peter. If we're gonna take down any of them ... it has to be the leaders."

Kill. That's the kind of thing they really were discussing, wasn't it? It's what everyone else were too. The entire world was watching and taking bets on when they'd all be dead.

It would have been ideal if they could hold them somewhere. But holding anyone anywhere now was a death sentence in itself. Matt hated it because it meant any action now was a cruel one.

"Look, we only know two of them. If we take them out someone else is going to step up. For better or worse. We'd have to monitor them and we're barely holding our own right now. Maybe if we could trap them somehow ... lock the city into sections ..."

They'd discussed that loosely some time ago but had agreed that it'd take too much effort not to mention reveal their powers, but he brought it up again because he wasn't sure about the rest of the options.

Mohinder was a little shocked that it had come to this. He'd seen the riots in Atlanta, watched them in cities across the country on the news. He still, for the life of him, could not see people as the enemy. Stepping into the discussion, Mohinder moved physically between the other two men.

"There's no need. No need for any of this. The inoculation is nearly finished. Before I left, it was going for human testing. In less than a week, it will go into production. In a month, the country will have it--" If anyone was alive in a month. They were all killing each other, whoever the outbreak virus didn't mow down. "We have a place to go. When Atlanta fell, we were taken to Pinehearst, a genetics laboratory right across the bridge. We don't have to stay here."

But Peter felt like being in a belligerent mood. "And what about everyone else, Mohinder? Do we just leave them to these monsters?"

"If there's hope, the violence will stop!" Mohinder said back, raising his voice. He honestly didn't realise, sometimes, how naive he came across.

Matt shook his head and put a hand to Mohinder's arm. A grip, not just a touch. His eyes were dark. Much too serious. "Do you really think these people have any hope left? You saw what's out there. That's one month. I'm not sure people will last another one."

He didn't really dare hope himself, despite Mohinder outright saying that a solution was coming. When you'd seen too much death and destruction you stopped seeing anything else. Matt wanted to kiss Mohinder again partially because of that. He represented before. Something good and stable that he didn't have to second-guess.

He didn't though, not right then. He looked back to Peter.

"Most people won't believe us if we say there's a cure", he said out loud. "And there's no way there'll be food or water for another month." He'd gotten so used to ballparking with Peter that he would show a tendency to forget about the other two. It wasn't about exclusion but efficiency. But after a short beat he seemed to remember that Mohinder came from the outside, and he squeezed his arm a bit when he turned his head back to him.

"What's it look like out there?"

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